#confused???

"   The moonlight is setting, a black moon is setting in my heart. It resembles me, who can't say anything.
If I long for it so much and call out and call out, it becomes blackened ash, it becomes blackened tears that are falling.

I follow the tortuous path that is wet, look back at our memories together. In the rain that obscures the vision, I think of you. In my tears, you emerge in my mind.
Couldn’t I step back in time? Back to the time when you give me a hug, when I am in your embrace, even if this is the only chance, or the last chance   "

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"   I can see that even a kiss on the lips is okay. If the cheek is fine, kissing on the lips is definitely fine as well. I definitely will not give up on you. I will find a way, wait for me. If anything happens to you because of me, still, don’t leave me. That is my only request of you.   "